time and things

Wauw! it's been a while, I've been really busy with school and everything else (everything else being spending time with Chris), but as I'm now working on my last assignment, and exams are around the corner (argh, panic!) I'm beginning to see the end of stressing about school - for now! When the exams are done I'm going to apply for university, hoping to get into Studies of Religion (yep, and atheist studying religion, it's more common than you'd think), I'm now starting to figure all my studying stuff out - I'll be taking History as a supplementary subject, and possibly philosophy (but that last one is far into the future). So yeah, I'm getting my things sorted! (kind of, maybe).
Oh yeah, and Chris visited, that was a blast, and I think I'll share some writing I did in relation to that. Get ready to enjoy my sadness:

I feel you slowly letting go of me,
looking me in the eyes,
one last kiss,
my hand lets go of yours,
you walk away.

You say you love me,
all I hear,
is another goodbye.

Train doors closing,
your hand on the train window,
slowly moving away,
leaving me behind,
on my own watching your train leave the station.

I whisper I love you,
all I hear,
is another goodbye.

I turn around,
driving through an empty town,
alone in a cold room,
the taste of our last kiss in my mouth,
a hollow feeling in my stomach.

I sob I love you,
but all I hear,
is another goodbye.

I'm counting the hours since you left,
you're on a plane thinking about me,
as I wait for you to call,
to hear your voice,
you're too far away.

you say you love me,
all I hear,
is another goodbye.


So... yeah, better go do something useful.
- Sidsel