Sunday, 18 August 2013

Another welcome back and stuff

Sidsel's been pushing me to write this week's  blog so here it comes! And since I don't feel very creative at this moment I'll copy her theme from last week's blog - and I feel like a bad person if I write about happy things since Sidsel talked about all the things she's bad it. So here is a list of some of the things I'm terrible at.

1. I'm very bad at remembering birthdays, even my grandparents' birthdays I find very difficult to remember. I once forgot Sidsel's birthday and I honestly don't think she'll ever forgive me for forgetting it - but it's the 26th of February HA, I've learned my lesson. Odd enough I'm good at remembering other stuff, not that I have any examples right now, but I suppose birthdays simply are my weak spot or something like that.

2. I'm terrible at getting things done. Yes it's an awful habit I got but during the summer it has grown stronger and out of control. Some days I barely leave my room and get nothing done and other days I clean the house, rearrange my wardrobe, go for a run, see my friends, go to the cinema, read a book and still pick up my brother after work. But since the summer break is over I'm hoping that this bad habit of mine will disappear because with all my homework I need a more structured working day...

3. I can't socialize in bigger groups. Well "can't" might be to exaggerate but I actually got an example. I went into to town during the holiday with my friend Markus and I had agreed on meeting his maybe-future-girlfriend-maybe-not in there. As soon as we caught up with her I stopped talking completely and Markus had to pick on me before I slapped him and started talking again. So when I'm with people I don't know or simply a big group I always shut and listen. It's terrible habit, really, and I hate it - but sometimes I get the feeling that I don't have anything clever to add so I just keep silent instead.

4. The last one is a very personal one but I think it'll do me good to get this off my heart. I'm very bad at controlling my feelings. This might sound very weird but the truth is that I gladly give my love to anyone who gives me a hint of liking me back. You can call it a bad habit or whatever you want but I have tried things and been through things I could have avoided if I had been able to control my feelings, just a tiny bit. But that's life I suppose, very poetic or something.

And on that note I think I'll end this blog. I'm not sure if I did well or not but at least my dear Sidsel will be happy now. Take care people! Sille is out!

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