Sometimes it's necessary...

I believe that it's necessary to feel bad now and then; to cry and just let everything go for while. As you can imagine this isn't going to be the most exciting blog you've ever read, but this is how I feel these days therefore I thought it was important to write it down. My life has been a mess (oh wait, still is) and it has been difficult for me to be surrounded by my happy friends. I'm not saying that it's a bad thing that all my friends are happy but that it can be annoying to compare their happiness to your own and at the moment my happiness level is 5% (my lucky number actually) and all my friends are like 100% - okay I might be exaggerating but exaggerating promotes understanding. Because, truth to be told, a lot of my friends aren't happy either. One of my friends are having a lot of trouble with her family including being 'dumped' by her best friend and as a good person I find it tiring to make other people happy when I'm not happy myself. Therefore I'll make my conclusion; it's more than okay to let everything out. The last couple of days have been like riding a roller-coaster  and it has helped a lot, at least for me, to just let everything and think happy thoughts. I told one of my very adorable friends about this and he told me: "Don't worry, it could have been worse! At least it's not raining with yellow urine!" - this is exactly what you should be thinking when your life falls into a deep hole; it could have been worse. (Here's a prettay picture of a cat hugging another cat by the way). So what was actually the purpose of this week's blog? Be sad if you remember to be happy afterwards! Oh yeah I'm smart - and I'll be going to Sicily this Friday so I think we all know what I'll be writing about next time it's my turn again. Hopefully that blog will be more happy and less messy. Anymerlin, Sille is out!